In my mind, I paint these walls red.
In my mind, I give in.
In my vivid imaginations is where I succumb to my demons.
Take me as I am.
Who’s gonna save me if theres no ‘me’ worth saving?
Not my mother.
Not my father.
Not my sister, and brothers.
Not my lover.
In my mind is where I am at peace inside those red colored walls.
In my mind is where I’m controlled by the gun.
The bullets, the paintbrush, painting these walls.
With my red.
And all that i’ve shed.
I can sense it in the air.
I can feel it in my limbs.
Death is near.
And I welcome it with open arms.
Like a lost friend that I have been looking for all my life.
The ending is soon approaching.
And I’m surrendering in all my fights.
Like a wave drifting me away.
To the coast of nothingness.